Maybe I Deserve

For some reason I am so convinced that I don’t deserve good things in my life. I believe my life is evidence of this. I don’t know how to change this belief but I’ll do my best to make sure that any person I meet or decide to love…knows exactly what they deserve…good things…blessings…love…peace…prosperity.

I just…don’t understand why I feel like I only deserve death, punishment, hatred and loneliness.
I want to change this part of me, but I do not know how. I don’t know.