My little cousin just wrote a note on my FB wall saying that she always wanted to be like me. My eyes teared up considerably as I read and re read her comment.
Who is she talking about? What have I done that is so admirable?
On the real, many women say that to me and it confuses me every time. I don’t get it. I don’t have any “Stuff”. I’m not stable in any way materially. I don’t think I have it together.
I don’t get it.
I am a little down because my project is not being well received in the community. I have heard from one reporter who says she is inspired by my actions yet, why are so many others so resistant to this idea?
I feel a little let down but there is no way that I can stop now.
I started this project wanting to heal women from fear as I healed myself and then I figured while I am at the bottom, I may as well bring some women up with me. I don’t know how this is going to turn out. I have no idea what I’m doing.
I am 2 days away from the beginning of my next adventure and everything is like a puzzle piece to me. I’m still trying to figure out how it all comes together.