Letting Go For The New Year Part II

My life is a miracle.

This is my confession.

The real reason why I have secks with men so quickly after I meet them is…I hope that they will label me as easy and then leave me alone. It scares me to think that a man could actually like me so I’m bitchy and bratty and demanding…all the things I know they can’t stand, just to push them away.

I secretly hope that one day I will meet someone who will tell me, “No, We don’t have to do that. We have plenty of time for that.”

So far, none of them have. They just take the pu**y and then I stop talking to them- mission accomplished.

My life has been a series of one night stands.

I am letting this habit go.

Goodbye.