There’s one aspect of my spiritual development that I have been wanting to grow and that is the ability to use automatic writing to talk with God/My Inner Being/Universe/Whatever you want to call it.
I hope to use words inspired by God in my writing and offer more valuable help as I write my how-to articles and other words of inspiration.
Tonight I sat aside the time to do it. I shut off the TV and the radio and turned my phone off. I logged off of the IM and I said a prayer asking God to speak through me. This is my first attempt at trying this and it kind of feels like I’m talking to myself..then again it doesn’t because the person that I am would rarely be so calm and peaceful as I asked such hard questions and received simple, yet unexpected answers.
Take a look…
I now connect with my higher self for the purpose of gaining clarity, peace and understanding regarding my life. I ask questions, receive answers, peace and support from my divine guidance.
God, what can I do to ease my fears?
Stop focusing on them.
What is it about me that repels people?
Your focus on the negative.
What can I do to stop this?
Stop focusing on what you need to fix and celebrate yourself more.
What do I need to do in order to become more stable and be able to take care of myself and my sons?
How do I do that when all I can see are my flaws?
See yourself as I do. You are beautiful to me. Who else’s opinion matters?
God, will I ever get past this feeling that I’m not worthy of success, love and happiness?
It is truly your choice. Getting past it is up to you. You choose your focus.
God, when will I see physical evidence of my success?
Look around you.
I want to write books that truly inspire and change lives. I’m not sure if I can do this on my own. I need your help.
You have it. Write.
Is this just me typing or are you really there?
I’m here. Believe these words. I never left you. You listen, you hear but then you choose to believe the hurtful things instead of me.
Why does pain and fear seem so easy to believe versus knowing that everything is just as it should be?
Somehow it’s easier to believe that you are powerless. Taking control and walking in power takes more effort and faith.
Is there anything I should know about my life? Any words of instruction?
You already know. The guidance comes from within. Follow yourself and no one else.
Thank you for taking the time to speak with me. I want to practice more and I will. I love you.
There is more than love for you in me.