Chaotic Days

Ahhh… I miss my friends…

I’ve been adjusting to my new work schedule well. I actually enjoy both jobs so its not that difficult to wake up in the morning to go to work. I just..get a little overwhelmed when I have papers due.

I’m still a bit confused because I have so much going on…

I have to spend time with my sons…
I have to continue to expand my brand by developing new videos, new ebooks, new articles, new techniques to heal in life…
I am working on a documentary about drug relapse…
I have papers to do for school..
I have to find an internship for next semester…
I am applying for this doctoral program…
I have to pay bills…
I want to meet people who intellectually stimulate me…so I decided to start a women’s group…

I have so much going on!

I have a firm grasp of everything right now but I’m nervous it’ll slip away…

Not to mention the fact that I decided NOT to date anyone right now but my physical needs are SCREAMING OUT: I NEED TO FUCK!

I need a hug…
I need someone who is there for ME…
I need physical interactions with people I can trust…

I am still in counseling working on my issues with men…

I am still trying to keep up with the latest in personal development trends…

I am still twirling and evolving and I’m worn out…

But I have to go finish these papers and hopefully go to sleep..

I wish I could manifest a really good friend who gives lots of hugs and support and loves to come take care of me and kiss me and rub on me…

I need some replenishment…

For real.

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