I never thought it would go down like this.
I mean, I am on my way to being where I want to be and now this.
I must confess. I wasn’t totally truthful in my story about my date with The Attorney. If you read in between the lines you may notice that we uh, were getting to be quite close.
I didn’t want to write about that because I was ashamed because of how it all ended.
Yes, we did it. I gave him some. It was nice and exactly what I needed. He was gentle and rough at all the right times. I had waited so long to be held and touched that I couldn’t help but to give in to him. Besides, I wanted it just as badly.
We haven’t spoken since the whole thing with his girl calling me. He hasn’t called to face me or thank me for the gift I sent him. I haven’t felt too badly about it because when things go too well, I kinda suspect that it’s fake. So, finding out he had a girl was a sigh of relief, if that makes any sense at all.
Today I looked at the calendar and sighed. I’m late.
My period is a week late.
My period is never late.
What the hell am I going to do?