I got to hang out with my Mama today. She is on some diabetes medications so she can’t drink beer or eat sugar and she has lost SO MUCH WEIGHT! OMG!
Her clothes are falling off of her and she looks like she did when I was in elementary school. It was crazy!
I’m still having “I want a daughter” fever. I don’t want a BABY but I want a big girl, may 6-10 to talk to and share wisdom with and groom for greatness.
I’m aching on the inside- YEARNING for a connection like this. But I’m not having any more kids. no big belly for me so I may have to adopt a big girl or something.
I feel so good right now. I know nothing in my physical circumstances have changed but there’s an inner shift that is undeniable and my INNER ME is growing in leaps and bounds and I feel so beautiful and so powerful and so certain of my value and worth.
I KNOW I’M THE SHIT!
I feel it.
Only thing is, my light shines so brightly that I am always being stared at and it unnerves me a little bit. I usually notice it when I’m with someone and they point it out saying, “That couple/group/man/car has been staring at you for the longest.”
It’s kinda weird but it’s not exactly new but it’s still weird. I’m not complaining though, it’s just weird.
Wanna know how I feel right now? I feel like I’m destined for greatness. Wait, I always felt like that but this time I feel like I’m standing backstage and Obama is on stage introducing me and about to call me for a big award and introduce me to the country.
That is how I feel right now.
I am so so SO happy right now!
On the INSIDE and I feel like…
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I wish I could have this moment for life.