Am I A Gold Digger?

~stretching~

What have I been doing since I’ve been in Houston? Err….Dallas?

Relaxing and checking out the city.

I take a daily drive to look at street names and alternate ways to get to the same places. I’m not stressed or afraid of failure. God’s divine plan is already in place therefore I only have to make myself available for His perfect appointments. I won’t run around frantically applying for secretary or customer service jobs just to make ends meet.

I didn’t move all the way across the country to be a secretary. I enjoyed that while I did it but…it’s time to put use to my creative skills and I believe there are opportunities to do so in every city.

So while I introduce myself to the city by contacting television and radio stations, newspapers and magazines to tell them, “I’m here!” and share the story of my journey, I will continue to enjoy this time of freedom because I am sure very soon I will be working hard at giving my gift of writing and being a visionary and I will utilize this break to relax and rejuvenate myself.

Today I was hopping around online and I read an article about a woman who is publishing a book called Gold Diggers. She has a blog so I decided to check it out.

After reading some of her work I questioned myself, “Are you a gold digger?” because I DEFINITELY expect to marry a wonderfully WEALTHY man who is just perfect for me.

Am I a gold digger?

Is the fact that I won’t even consider anyone’s EMPLOYEE to be a proper mate, indicative of my social climbing status?

Hell naw…

I don’t have to dig for gold. God has promised me diamonds.

I expect to meet and marry God’s perfect man for me by His divine right. I expect for him to be a lot of things including patient, nurturing, extremely intelligent, handsome and spiritually in tune. God knows the type of lifestyle that I will live and I am sure He will not join me to some guy who can’t imagine living like that.

How would I get along with a dude who uses thumb tacks to hang his curtains?

How could I expect to maintain happiness with some guy who expects poverty and struggle for his life?

What would I do with a man who is afraid to spend money on a proper watch?

I may not have much right now but I do expect ABUNDANCE and the man that God has for me will either HAVE ABUNDANCE or be a visionary and well able to grow his business so that we grow together.

We will both be a blessing to many by the fruit of our hard work, using our God given gifts.

So as I search my heart for any negative thoughts or desires I can lay to rest the question, Am I a Gold Digger?

I’m not.

My God is a diamond dealer and He will provide me the biggest, brightest diamond to join forces with so both he and I will shine!