Allowing Life to Happen

My life is a miracle.

I’m so funny. I put way too much effort into my proposal for my paper. When everyone passed theirs in, they all had like..one paragraph and I had a whole page. I’m glad I did that though, my paper will be easier to organize.

After I turned it in, I picked up my first paper to see my grade and….I got 6 points out of 10. I have to do it over.

For the first time in my life I’m not dissappointed in myself over a failure. There were mostly formatting issues that I can easily correct so I’m taking it in stride. Someone told me about buying software that automatically formats your paper for you so I’ll get it the next time I get paid for a story.

I don’t know how to explain it…Ever since I started back with my spiritual focus, I haven’t been stressed about anything.

I decided that I’m going to take it one day at a time. One story at a time. One application at a time. One breath at a time.

I’m not rushing anymore, I’m gonna stroll.

La, la, la…Whatever, whatever.

Stressing about achieving goals hasn’t done anything for me in the past, I’m gonna try relaxing and allowing life to happen…

I’m proud of myself because I’m learning to relax.